Thursday, June 25, 2009

CHANGES

"Nothing is really permanent in this world but CHANGE."
A quote shared by our PFM Professor, I suddenly realized that I was actually sitting in that class with my fellow Psychology classmates. Yes, I'm currently taking up BS-Psy and still found myself not really into it. The sad reality that I have to face 'cause I don't know the direction and the exact pathway that I want to walk through, all I know for now is I really want to graduate with a college degree. It's been a while though, there's a lot of things that bugging my mind so I'm just constantly typing these words. Summer vacation's over a whole pack of time in Batangas. I don't have much updates 'cause I really want to keep myself busy. I've checked the clock and it's already 11:22pm, so late for this blogging things. I don't know, but I just want to express my feelings, I wanna let go of this pain, fear and everything that's crying out loud inside me, if you'll just feel the beat you might actually hear it. I felt I've missed almost half of my life, I really want to go back to those days that the only problem I got is a failing grade from Math. Those elementary years that I always get nervous having my report card and get a "sermon" from my parents. I even missed playing paper dolls, jack stones, piko, 10-20, Chinese garter, and playing mud outside the house with my friends. In short, I actually missed being a kid. I know there will always be a kiddo side of me. But as my professor said, things always change and there's nothing I can do but to go with the flow.

Everything is bound to change, even people do changes too. And we just have to accept the fact that letting go of the things that we usually do is necessary. As I always hear from myself and to others, "Life goes on", "Move on", "Let go", which are not easily done especially if you are left hanging. I know, I've already let go but I'm still currently moving on. This is the way it should be, I know there's no turning back. I have no regrets, none at all. I just always have this bittersweet memories of us that I know will change too in God's time.

If you're going to ask me, I'll tell you that I've learned a lot of things and still continuing to learn from the mistakes that I've done. They say experience is the best teacher. These mistakes are shaping me and polishing me to become a better person. I'm seeing a clearer view because my tears washed my eyes. Crying is necessary too, so I'm not afraid to show how much gallons of tears I'm gonna spend. It's not the tears count, it's how I've been a better person after crying. And if there's one thing that's been so remarkable to me, I've learned to let go of the things that actually the cause of my pain. So the next time I'll commit a mistake, I'll make sure it's not the same and this time it's right. I will not grasp tight so that when CHANGES are necessary I can easily get on with the flow.

Monday, April 6, 2009

My One Week Ideal Vacation

This is one of the task given to us by our professor.
"If you're given a $100,000.00 with an open Visa how will you spend a 7-day vacation?"


I really love adventure
and I love travelling too.
So if I'll be given a chance to have a one week vacation
with lots of money to spend and an open visa,
I'll go to different places.
I'll probably spend it to see famous structures and historical places around the world.
haha sort of Around the world in 7 days.
hhhhmmm why not? :]

*Day1:
I'll go to Europe, specifically to Paris
'cause I really want to see the Eiffel tower.

*Day2:
I'll go to Vatican :)

*Day3:
After Europe, I'll have round trips in America,
I wanna see the statue of Liberty,
visit Hollywood and meet famous stars,
and probably have some Casino in Vegas.
Yeah, I wonder if that's enough for one day. lol

*Day4:
Back in Asia,
I'll visit Great Walls of China,
Parthenon of Greece...

*Day5:
Opera house in Sydney
and Taj Mahal of India..

*Day 6:
I'll go to the mountain range of Himalayas
to hike the Mt. Everest.

*Day 7:
I'll go back to the Philippines,
have some rest.
Yeah, wake up to realize my dream vacation's over. :)

Saturday, April 4, 2009

Dear Ex,

I just recently joined a forum,
And there's a lot of topics there.
One of the threads is "DEAR EX,"
you will write there anything you wanna say to your ex
feel free to jot down 'cause your ex wouldn't be able to read it.
So I did.

dear ex,
Finally! I've moved on.

Thank you for making me broken many times.
Now I'm happy..
always been happy for you!

I know you will not be able to read this.
But this is just my way to express how I feel
now that you're out of my life.

I've met a new guy.yeah!
A way lot BETTER than you :)
Just what you've said,
"you'll meet someone BETTER than me.":)
Hope you're happy too.


Thanks for ruining my life.
Thanks for making me feel alone.
Thanks for not giving me reason why'd you leave.
Thanks for making me a total disaster.
Thanks for teaching me to be strong ON MY OWN.

I just concluded, you're not worth even a glimpse of me.
Just be HAPPY.

Friday, April 3, 2009

Edit your pix the easy way :)

Here's a helpful tutorial. (hopefully)
Since I don't have photoshop yet, let's edit images without using it.
This will be a second choice probably.

You'll only be needing
*Internet Connection
*Ready Image
*lil creativity
*and a wild imagination

Let's get it on!
I'll be using this image:





Yeah! Josh Hartnett ;]
--my celebrity crush look at his dazzling eyes. :) weeew!
I'm using this image to be inspired even more.lol.

Step 1:
Open http://fotoflexer.com/
This is what the site looks like:
They offer a lot of effects that can be put into your photos

tutorial

Upload your desired picture to be edited,
wait to load..

Now let's put some effects to Josh, I mean to the image :]
Step 2:





If you're satisfied with the outcome,
Now, save your work. :]

Here's my finish product:








TIPS:
You can add some borders and text
Just keep on experimenting on the image for a better edit.

There you have it! :]
Hope this tutorial helped.

*Credits to Tinypic.com
--for hosting this images.

Link back if this helped.
Thank you!

Thursday, April 2, 2009

No layout requests for now

I miss making layouts too.
I'll update you guys soon.
We'll take it little by little.
I'll be back on work if I'll be having a photoshop again.
Here's the thing, our CD Rom is not working properly.
I need donations and sponsors
I'll be glad if you can donate or be my very personal sponsor. :]